Hello…it’s me…(if you didn’t hear Adele while reading that I am judging you)
How have you been feeling? & most importantly have you been healing? I have and it’s been fucking exhausting…is it possible to over heal? (no!!! never!!)
I haven’t watched any new shows, just re watching all the old shit i’ve seen a million times. I need to stop doing that. I really want to watch Ozark but can’t seem to get around to it.
Things I’ve noticed/have happened over the week:
A lot of people have been listening to Michael Jackson lately
Some people wear masks on their daily walks and when driving and others don’t and the ones who don’t are judged…hard
I got the Buffy Cloud comforter and it changed me forever…buy one!
My sleeping got better and then got bad again
My eating was healthy and then got shitty again
Turning my living room into a roller skating rink helped me mentally the other night. I played all of my favorite songs and skated around my living room, back and forth. I fell very hard on my ass once and was sure my neighbors underneath me thought an earthquake was happening and feared for their life.
I reconnected with an old friend. I haven’t talked to him in 2 or 3 years before just a few days ago. He reached out thankfully first, I wanted to for a long time but didn’t have the guts and I thought he hated me…come to find out he thought I hated him too which is why it took him so long to reach out. I started thinking how that’s probably why a lot of people don’t reconnect even if they want to, because we think the other person hates us, even if we can’t exactly remember what happened or why we stopped talking in the first place. I don’t know I just can’t help but to feel like we are all just so scared of each other. Afraid babies in adult clothing.
Let me know any topics you want discussed and big thanks to those who have been liking posts and emailing me about posts. I appreciate you so much!
-Fallon